Ethan Hospitalized

Yesterday aternoon Ethan who is now four weeks was admitted to hospital, we almost lost him. He has pnemonia and according to the doctor s very sick. I am supposed to be at ist training for the church but have decided that my family needs me more.

This is a difficult for us he does seem better but the doctor says the infection has not yet begun to lift. We are tired emotionally and physically. Watching him to make sure he is ok. I am convinced he is in the best place possible but one always has a nagging feeling that something can go wrong. Now it is a waiting game. Shit!